there was a period of time last week when i was seriously thinking of stopping/ havign a break from salsa. stop for a month or so and take a break. the next thing i know, friday is here, and off i went to class and things are back to normal again.

though i do feel kind of disgusted by what the group turned out to be like. the shock came and went when i met up with them again. think i'm just a perfectionist and demands the same from others. when things fail to turn out that way, i can't accept it and back off. but things can't work like this in the real world i would have lost alot of opportunities, and i have indeed missed many and lost many

its one of those days on wednesday... totally low in morale. to top it off, the group seemed to have been contaminated. yes i'm using the word contamination... a little strong la. i know. but thats my feeling at the point in time. and the thing is i think i'm jealous i'm not in the plague. sigh...

ok ok. point is. i wanted out of the group and start another salsa group. but then yup, i'm back in again. stronger then ever. haha. with a stronger resolution. i want to be good!! really good!!!haha.

improvements so far still in progress. last friday at JJ proved to be a right choice to put me back on track, mentality wise, i know i'm moving forward step by step. i'm gonna sign up for the jj class in oct, but due to some restrictions and plead, i'm starting at intermediate 1 again. but nvm. as shihui says, i'll have to join them, and make use of it to brush up on my basics. from scratch basic.

feelings on the dance floor must remain on the dance floor. you bring it out of the dance floor, you're screwed. big time.

this friday for the first time, i'm gonna skip my lesson. my non-salsa friday. hee. october more to come.... Jj class on sat, singtel class on wed, friday chacha and barchata. i'm gonna spend so much on my dancing le. sigh. haha. with resolution comes expenses.

i think i've lost weight leh. but think before i can confirm that i gotta go get a new weighing machine to confirm it.